Self Love ME SOME MORE

It took me almost 25 years to start to grasp what True Love truly is.


Self Love. Unconditional Self Love.

#SelfLove is an Art of Nature we are all born with. We let the world deplete it as life experiences occur. We let others dictate how we see ourselves, how we feel about ourselves, our beliefs, all aspects of our lives. And it is only human nature until we begin to learn and unlearn❤️

For so long I've been losing sight of myself, I let others eat away at my self so drastically for the last few years that I felt like I was disappearing. Juliette; the individual; alone. I've decided to start posting again, slowly getting back into my writing again and outfit posts; but also a bit more refined. Some see it as Selfish; I see it as putting myself together differently, my way. 💗

And for every single person that is supporting my crazy irrational passionate ass, Understand that I Appreciate and Value every ounce of it. Wether it's a Like on a Pic or a Comment or a Message, or a hug or a kiss or even an eye roll lol 😘💋

I have a bittersweet love hate relationship with Social Media; it can make you or break you. And I see soo many people wasting their time on it; as opposed to supporting Growth. 🔥

I See You, I See those supporting and I feel you. Thank you, thank you, thank you, and thank you for accepting me as me. 😉

Self Love is balance and harmony. It is awareness and discipline. It is knowing your uniqueness is everything in one. That the most important thing in the world is you bc there is only and will only every be one of you.

Self Love is dedication and perseverance towards treating yourself the best way possible.

Self love is not accepting disrespect

There are so many more great things ahead.

Im finally at the point of my life where everything is Nourishment. Everything is Growth. Everything is appreciated. 🌹💚

And I'm so Proud of Me. (It's been a while since that) 👑🌞

Self love.

Self love is that moment you stop & say im a grown up.

That moment you stop and think im transforming.

That action you take that scares the shit out of you but you know will come with remarkable change.

No Me Queda Mas, Lessons of 2015

What was your biggest lesson of 2015?

1). Adopt the pace of nature; her pace is patience. 

 

If there is anything I can sum up this year is NO ME QUEDA MAS, I have nothing left.

Before this is taken as "Wow this ungrateful human being" I want to clear this up and say that I am grateful for the extensive blessings I receive day in and day out. For the blessing of easily breathing, the blessing of feeling everything from the worst to the best, the blessing of unconditional love I have received from the stars in my heart that refuse to give up on me, despite their own personal circumstances, and the blessing of learning, from everything but more than anything my own experiences in these 24 1/2 years of life.

Looking back at this past year as it comes to an end, really makes me reflect on who I am today. I become anxious thinking about turning 25 in 6 months! It feels like I'm facing some scary deadline marking the end of a quarter, and I am now looking a some type of report card of myself. That's where the reevalution of my reality begins.

I start thinking about if this was it, if I'd die tomorrow, would I be proud? Would my soul rest in peace?

Because recently it's grown weary, homeless and lost, and it's even tired of being in that state.

So is this what I want to be known as, if I had but a minute to live? The me I am today?

Then I begin to rewind, take myself on a trip back in time, from day one to now, and as much as I can remember, I read between the lines and notice the details. Everything seems clearer, I can hear things differently, intentions feel different, I feel myself learning me.

My name, my birthday, my sex. My development, my family, my languages,  my neighborhood. My childhood. My education. My culture.  My habits. My passions. My weaknesses. My loves. My monsters. My relationships. My emotions. My thoughts. My logic. My dreams. My fears. My water and my fire. My Sun, my moon, my oceans, my green. My soil. My breath, my smile.

Everything about me has had an impact on this illusional milestone! 

Why is that so scary? So frightening! 

What am I really afraid of? Facing myself. The only person I can't run from for long. 

What have I done within these 24 1/2 years to be proud off? 

What is my life about? What have I done? What have I not done? How much do I know? Can I be proud of where I stand today? Look at the ups and the downs, what needs to change? 

Remember the feelings, before, during, and after. Recall my actions, admit them and confront them. Learn to be unafraid. Be responsible for the consequences. Remember every day is open to change, and with passion, determination, ambition, discipline, and consistency, you will attract what the universe knows you need. 

What have I been doing to be a better human? Am I actually giving it my all every day? And when I'm not, whatever the excuse is, is it worth it?

Am I inspired? Why is it never enough?

Hard times don't last forever, but they are rough, they shake you up, and flip your world upside down without warning, nothing ever goes back to be as it was, but am I going to let it break me or make me? Despite the length it takes? 



And despite which happens, Would that decision make me proud of being uniquely me? 
Would that be someone that my younger sister can learn from, admire and look up too?

This me that I am, is this really who I want to be? 

The one that i've become. 

Empty. 

Like my love's been drained for way too long. 

Dark soul. Gray soul. Tasteless, colorless. 

The year of loss. 

Spiritually dead. 

Shaken. Disturbed. Unstable. Exhausted. Bruised. Drained. 

Ashes to dust off, 

To much burnt, broken, to put back. 


So with all the scraps, I'll create beauty, as what everything should be. 

I'm not rebuilding anything old, instead I'm going to take this shield off and breathe again, a different way, at a different pace, and just hope it goes well, fearlessly, stylishly, and as natural as the breeze.

No me Queda mas, I have nothing left, except this heart, and it's heavy, but i'll wave it in the air to breathe some fresh air. 

What was your biggest leason of 2015?

1). Adopt the pace of nature; her pace is patience 

And these were the rest...

2). The universe will give you what you want, just not exactly how you want it, careful what you wish for, you attract it all

3). To help someone heal, love them

Without an agenda

4). Live without fear

5).You will not value your time until you truly learn how to value yourself, you will not value yourself unless you love yourself

6). Get out of your own way

7). Love unconditionally

8). Bad times don't last forever, neither do the Happy ones, learn to balance

9). Everyone is their own world, it isn't about me; only in my world, and the world will repeat it until you understand it

10). Experience is really the best teacher, yours, your elders, soak it all up while you can, learn as much as you can while the opportunity is there. 

BreatheStyleSmile,

2016 I think I'm ready for you.